Dwayne Wade has opened up about the challenges he’s facing for not living with his youngest son, Xavier Wade, and he made this known in his photographic memoir titled Dwyane, which was released this week.

In 2013, Dwayne Wade and his “longtime friend” Aja Metoyer welcomed Xavier Wade when he and Gabrielle Union were on a temporary break, and it seems since then, Dwayne hasn’t gotten enough father-son moment with Xavier.

During that time, Gabrielle Union was having issues with fertility, and she later spoke about it in her second memoir.