Lamar Odom tried to hide his drug use from Khloé Kardashian when they first got together, but eventually she knew exactly what was going on.

“Around two years before we split up [2011], I was in the man cave she had made for me and she caught me,” the former NBA champ said in the new issue of Us Weekly. “She was disappointed. So was I. The sad thing about it is, I don’t know if I was disappointed because I was actually doing the drug or because she caught me.”

At that point, as Odom tells it, the reality star knew how badly her then-husband was struggling.

“She knew I was doing cocaine the whole time after that. It was my drug of choice. I’m not going to say she accepted it because that would be the wrong word,” he continued. “Tolerated would be a better word.”

And it wasn’t just the drug abuse that Kardashian was aware of, but his numerous infidelities as well.

“Bitches and Thots came out of the woodwork. If there is one thing I regret when I was married, it was having multiple affairs with different women. That wasn’t the stand-up thing to do. I wish I could have kept my d–k in my pants,” he said.