Los Angeles Lakers star Kobe Bryant is gearing up for his 19th season in the NBA, and at the age of 35, he’s starting to brace himself for what comes after his playing career is over. Bryant has two years left on his contract with the Lakers (set to pay him 48.5 million), but only played six games last year, nursing injuries to his knee and Achilles.

Bryant is the subject of a Showtime documentary set to air in November titled Kobe Bryant’s Muse, which will cover the Lakers’ miserable 2013-14 season and Bryant’s life on the bench.